Well it's been such a long time since i last wrote.
anywho it's almost christmas! yay!!! 1 of my favorite holidays!!! mrgreen
as many of you have probally noticed i'm working on my christmas avi i'd
appreciate it if you would tell me what you think of it. or if i need to make
improvements. please i need your help!!!
well how is everyone. please write me and tell me whats going on.
Being a sophmore is going pretty well. i'm having issues with guys and some
friends. i've had a lot of heart ache this year but i've found more joys and
happiness. so hopefully that will make me feel better. plus it's the christmas
season who couldnt be happy right?!?!?! yea......
at the moment i'm trying to get a job. trying to keep my grades up and trying to
make sure my friends are happy. not to mention my family and the stuff at home.
sure i've had alot of heart ache and i've been so hurt by people but i've made alot
of good friends so i'm thankful for that!!
i've told some that i've started going to church over the summer. i like it alot
believe me i do. i just dont feel like i'm supposed to be there sometimes. i feel
distant from GOD but the people at church love me so much. i've never had people
love me like that before. except my grandma that past away 2 years ago. i miss
her so i think she sent me to the church to be happy again. because i am truely
happy there. i've made great friends and we are like a huge family! which i like.
but when i'm at home my family doesnt really seem to be to happy with me going
there. i mean they like me going to church instead of doing drugs and cutting
myself. but they just dont like my church. which makes me so mad. because they
hate the place i'm truely happy. like last sunday we had a parent meeting at the
church and my mom nor my step dad didnt even go. but i still went. and when i
got there and saw all the family i felt like crying. i felt so hurt. i'm the only one in
my family that goes to church and it's hard going by myself. but when i get there i
forget everything. idk i may be over dramatic but it's how i feel. and i can't change
that......
well thats pretty much it. except i have a choir concert next week and it's our
biggest one of the year so i'm kinda nervous. plus my teacher is stressing my class
out so badly it's not even funny. like today in class we were going over our dances
and he didnt let us rest literally. well we had 30 seconds to get a drink of water but
thats about it. and i about passed out. i was dizzy while we were dancing.......but i
guess i'm going to have to deal with it......oh well....
well till next time, my dearest friends! Much love to you all!!! heart
~Megan~
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