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Right now, a lot of feelings are attacking me.
I don't think I like him anymore.
For some reason I go...:
"I don't want to like him anymore..."
But I know that feeling will change soon.
My feelings for people always change.
I hate that about myself.
Well maybe it's something all humans need?

*sigh* Nana-chan...You do not know how much I miss you!
I really really really want to hug you so tightly!!!
I want you to be with me...And I'm sure everyone else wants you too.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!
Without you it feels like the light of our "anime group" is gone...
I don't have someone to always talk to on IM.
It makes me depressed.
Maybe that's one of the reasons why I'm having a depressed mood now.
It started to happen yesterday...
WE NEED YOU BACK NANA-CHAN!!!

I wonder.
Would anyone care if I was gone?
Would everything be the same without me?
Will everyone seem to act like they don't know me?
Will they actually feel down that I'm not with them?
Will they be happy to know I'm gone?
Will they not care...Will they not care...?

Sorry guys. I feel in a really lonely mood right now.

Why am I not eating lunch anymore?
Is there a reason?
Am I embarressed of people watching me eat?
That would be odd.

I'm listening to Straightjacket Feeling.

Am I important to this world?
What's the need for my existance...?

Why am I so emo right now?
I'm so sorry guys...

I'm going to stop typing stuff...

December 10th, 2006

xXxXxVapmireFreakxXxXx
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Wed Dec 05, 2007 @ 02:20am

OF CORSE I WOULD MISS YOU UR LIEK A REALLY GOOD FRIEND AND I LOVELEZ YOU SOOOOO MUCH LOL CAP LOCK never mind srry 2 lazy to retype but i wold so care i lubblez you heart

iRocksass
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Wed Dec 05, 2007 @ 04:59am

*shakes head* I'm so sorry I'm not of any help... Or good company... x.X

I for one would care so much if you left! No one else really likes me, anyway. xD;

No one can replace Nana-chan, or you, or Miyuki-chan~! . . . I dun know why I typed that... Ehh... U.U I'm sorry, once again, for being so useless. sweatdrop

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