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look into my mind
the story of thos that died befor me the and new me
well back again but no its not ameer for thos that know me my real name is shadeed. shadeed was a gangster he died along time ago ameer killed him now ameer is nice kind loving and always thinks of others he gave his heart to a girl who he loved more then anything they where in so much love it was considerd pure love. but the world tryed to break them she cheated on him and u think that whould b it but he loved her so much even after the pain he gave her another chance they where engulfed in love even tho they fought it was love. he never felt this way he never need some one so bad she wrote on a myspace how they meet how they loved the same things how she needed him to they made plans to live togather her family loved him her friends loved him and for a time he thought she did to............she changed they fought more often she started to not lisin to him anymore he felt them going apart close to the anniversery of thier love he had wonderd y when he was sick she didnt comfort him the next day he knew it hit him that she was talking to some one eles he confronted her about it she keep lieing it got him so angry she finaly said "if i had someone eles what whould u do kill him" that tared it he was enraged so eneraged that he said yes and u. he didnt mean it he knew if she left he would die he loved her he never lay an hand on her he only wanted to love her.he was hurt that the promise she made to him she lied about. he asked again if it was some one eles she said no he knew she did she played a game and had him come to her practice and prover his love she told him the guy was coming he was cased out if his home and she left him to die they talked she blamed him for her bad karma even tho he had nothign to do with it she made fun of him insaulted hima and destroyed his feelings and after all that she said she said she still loved him and will always think of him and it drove him mad. he tryed to end it all the pain he had he chouldnt sleep he couldnt eat and he lost even his soul she dumped the other guy for another guy so quick just not long ago she loved the other guy funny she says they have a lot in commen but her and ameer have far more then anyone and he was there first and now hes died as well.............i know what ur saying what a p***y right yup he is the person u r lising to know is ryu aka mr west-neeter he has 2 mouths to go tell he can possibly die hes done giving respect and not earing it hes done with being nice to people and geting insaulted for it he done hes not ameer ameer is died and in the words of ki kurrono from gantz dont ******** with me i have nothing to lose and soon i will die 2 this is me and for 2 mouths laughter of a maniac is all u will hear hahahahahahhaha lol twisted





 
 
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