Okay, so This friday, a couple of my friends were wondering what was wrong with me... well, here's what happened... FIRST I got a 50 on my boting exame an failed miserably, second, I drew a picture for a contest and some s**t heads TOTALLY ruined it by drawing things all over it... it was a really good one too! D:
Well, that's the cracking point... but here's the rest of the storyyyy <3
I want out of ROTC but my parents won't let me, I got a D in English and they yelled at me, I broke down crying during an inspection, I haven't really been hanging with my friends too much, my friend's been complaining about her Boyfriend and then she turns around and sees him and dumps me runnign to him instead, everyone's leaving me or ignoring me, I feel like I'm not giving enough to my friends, I feel unusable, I feel liek a waste of space, I feel like I don't belong, I feel sick EVERYDAY, I feel fat( not so much right now but some times I do) , People are gunna start tempting me to do s**t I don't wanna, I hate hate HATE christmas music, I feel lik I'm not giving my parents snough help, I feel annoyed and angered every day. You see me happy but am I really? YOU try to figure it out! When I don't speak to anyone or don't smile it means I'm temporarily broken. so don't worry so much! the next day I'll be fine... I appreciate the humor and talking Ichigo though.. thanks for trying... you cheered me up a little... biggrin
 XxReflectionxX · Sun Dec 23, 2007 @ 03:48am · 1 Comments |
