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I'm not really sure if I'm wrong about feeling this way but here's and overlap of the situation.

Currently I was forced to move out of the previous home and came to live into a new one. Sure the new place is all good and I love it. All in all it's great. or at least it was great. Mom and I had a friendly discussion over some things that were happening to my older brother. and though normally I don't say this I have to say that this time he deserved what was coming.

Well events forced him to move out of his old house (again that was his own fault) and mom brought him to live here with us. Everything was great until that day. I feel fine when he's not here but once he gets to the house I just get so frustrated. I can't even stand having my own brother by my side at times.

The main reason is because he thinks that just because he's older he can command everyone around him and he thinks that everyone has to do his will and bidding. And then there's also the fact that he makes a huge mess all around the house and doesn't contribute in cleaning it because according to him he's paying half of the rent and that should be more than enough.

Our constant feuds have taken me to the point where I can't stand to see him around me and the fact that he tries to take full control over my things (mainly my computer) just really gets me more upset.I don't mind sharing but every time I share with him he wants so much more than what I offer him. But what really enrages me is that my surroundings are very new to me and I don't know my way around so naturally I have no place to go release stress.

An I wrong?... Am I being selfish... is it right for me to feel the way I do?

I don't hate him... I just can't stand him. *sigh*