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Exerpt from Down With The Sickness
-Disturbed

No mommy, don't do it again
Don't do it again
I'll be a good boy
I'll be a good boy, I promise
No mommy don't hit me
Ow!
Why did you have to hit me like that, mommy?
Don't, do it!
No, you're hurting me!
Ow!
Why did you have to be such a b***h
Why don't you,
Why don't you ******** off and die
Why can't you just ******** off and die
Why can't you just leave here and die
Never stick your hand in my face again b***h
******** YOU!
I don't need this s**t
You stupid sadistic abusive ******** whore
would you like to see how it feels mommy
Here it comes, get ready to die!

OH-WAH-AH-AH-AH!




Okay. A somewhat depressing Christmas. I'm going to try and squish it down as much as possible. Here goes...

Drive up (Christmas Eve). Read Love.Com 1 and 2, Bleach 1. Got to Gram's house. Fell asleep on the couch. Woke up. Went to Nana's and Papa's. Dude is doing good, not really any side effects from his stroke a few months ago. Had spaghetti and meatballs, LOL. Got $75 from them and opened my Bleach Nintendo DS game from Jenny that I made her bring. mrgreen Nana and Papa open all their presents on Christmas Eve.
Talk talk talk..
Back to Gram's. Fell asleep in car. Read a little. Fall asleep in stiff bed that is WAY BELOW MY STANDARDS. Hot temp. Didn't get much sleep.
Woke up. Muffin. Shower. Red turtleneck and black pants for Christmas-y attire. Go to Angie's and Dom's. Where Jenny and I get into a cat fight. Lots of hair pulling. Jenny screams a lot, even though she grabbed my hair first.
And WOOSH! our sister Christmas spirit was chucked out the window!
Wait until two to eat Christmas dinner with peoples. Mainly mum, da, Jenny, Gram, Aunt Jackie (she's got cancer and is weak all the time) Uncle Bernie (Jackie's wife, dad's brother) and Aunt Audrey (dad's sister, knows Randi's Sally). Eat eat. Talk. Laugh.
Pass out presents with Jenny. Open presents. Paperback gift certificate. Some candy. Sterling silver earrings. Fifty bucks. Twenty-five bucks. Guatemalan dolls. Few other things I forget...
People leave. I fall asleep on the extremely uncomfortable couch. Wake up a few hours later irritable because it's like, ******** ninety degrees. No wonder the lady can't ******** pay her heating bill. YOU DON'T KEEP THE TEMPERATURE AT EIGHTY ALL DAY LONG YOU OLD HAG.
So I whined and changed into my jammies and dad shut off part of the house so that we were cooler.
Slept in the cooler part of the house, i.e. the couch. ********, is that uncomfortable. Got absolutely no sleep.
Woke up at four thirty. Only brushed my teeth, washed my face, grabbed my glasses, and put my hoodie on because that early I didn't give a rat's a** about what I looked like. Da and I went to Dunkin Donuts so he could meet with friends. I got an onion bagel w/ chive cream cheese and a hot chocolate. Then read until time to go.
Got back to Gram's. Slept on the couch for three hours. They woke me up, was out of the house in about ten minutes. I never really talk to Gram... But I let her kiss me goodbye so don't complain!
Slept entire car ride because my eyes hurt and I didn't want to do anything.
Got home. Hissed at cat and chanted to him, "Reh llik reh llik reh llik!" (Kill her, kill her, kill her) because dear Jennifer was by my side. heart
Ahhhh, I sometimes find it funny how my brain works. mrgreen
SO I'M HOME! I was so ******** bored out of my mind and I didn't get to ******** swear with ******** anyone I was so alone. crying
But it's okay now.
Even though I don't get to ******** open any of my ******** presents until Jenny and dad get home from hockey. ********!
Oh yeah. We have no Christmas tree. Lol, right? It doesn't feel like Christmas. sad
But whatever. I don't care much.
Love.
Megsy.