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an old poem i wrote a few years ago



Where are you when i need you the most?
To tell me you love me when i feel like dying and no else know i even exist?
Where are you when my heart breaks when I find out my best friend dies of a drug over dose?
Where are you when I need you the most?
To tell that you weren’t in the plane that had crashed in the Atlantic Ocean?
Where are you when my grandpa dies from cancer and I need you to comfort me?
Where are you when I need you the most?
To give the kisses that I so need to help make the pain I feel inside go away for ever?
Where are you when I miss my closest friends wedding cuz my mom and dad got into a car crash and I have no one to hold me when I have no one left but you?
Where are you when I need you the most?

I know where you are,
You’re in the morgue like every one else I know.
I don’t know how long I can live with out you by my side.
But maybe,
Just maybe,
I will be able to find some one to take your place by my side.
Until I meet the right guy I don’t know…
All I know is right now I need you to hold me,
The way you did.
I need you kiss me,
The same way you did to make my pain go way.
I need you to whisper in my ear,
‘I love you and always will’ when I would feel like no one cares about me.
I know you can’t do that anymore,
Because you’re in the morgue.