I have always been treated wrongly and you come along. im used to holding everything in and not saying what i feel. i feel weird when you ask me whats wrong because i don't know what to say or how to approach you because no one else i have been with has actually cared enough to ask.
I love you so much and when you asked me if we were taking a turn for the worst i got scared you said i have changed in some way......and the reason why is because its my defense mechanism because im afraid if i get to close i will get hurt again....but i do know deep in my heart that you do care and you won't hurt or leave me i just need to get my mind out of that rut of thinking.....because as soon as i say i love someone.....they disappear.....and it breaks my heart.
I don't want to push you away and i don't want to loose you because same as you....my biggest fear......is being alone. I guess im dysfunctional......i can't stand the way you put yourself down.....because to me........your the world. My only world, you make me happy and you make me feel beautiful when i don't think im worth the air i breath. You make me feel so many things its hard to explain because in my head im not supposed to be treated the way you treat me..
I don't want you to think that we are going through a rough patch and that we are heading down hill because we are not......but i feel as though i am just by the way i have been treated....
I will tell you this I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART and i will find a way through but.....i need your help i need you to be there with me and i need you to help me pull through.......and so far i know it doesn't seem like it......but you have helped me more than you know.......you let me know that i can be loved and i do deserve to be treated the way you treat me.......
I Love You Vince i just need to realize in my mind that some of the things you say you don't mean because all my life there have been many people who have meant the things that you say in just play........and i don't hold it against you and never will i need to realize that not everyone is an a*****e on purpose.
I Love You Baby and Always Will
Elvis Presley
Love me tender,
love me sweet,
never let me go.
You have made my life complete,
and I love you so.
Love me tender,
love me true,
all my dreams fulfilled.
For my darlin' I love you,
and I always will.
Love me tender,
love me long,
take me to your heart.
For it's there that I belong,
and we'll never part.
Love me tender,
love me dear,
tell me you are mine.
I'll be yours through all the years,
till the end of time.
(When at last my dreams come true
Darling this I know
Happiness will follow you
Everywhere you go).
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The Heart of Tears
I love to fall in love. and i love to cry i love to sing i love to sigh I love to write and draw out loud and i would love to sit on a cloud i love to see the eyes of one and the sunshine of his smile and i love him i think im in denial.
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