today i feel depressed. i miss jose so bad. i know its been a while since we broke up. but it also takes a while to have the "full effect" too! (especially for me). i cant help but remember his sad eyes wen we broke up. even though we were only officially together for 3 days. i still luved him ALOT! i was depressed wen he left me and i am again now. i cant wait for the day he comes back to me and asks me to be his gf again! that would just chear me up so much! i guess i was kinda cheating on him. talking to other guys, and stuff. but still i never said yes to them. not even once! but he still didnt trust me enough to believe it. omg i want him to hear this so bad. i want him to know how much i luv him! but of course. this is only a game. and this is why my profile says. "nothing heals a broken heart" and of course my heart is broken for life. trust me i know that luv hurts. and im not just saying that because i tink it does. i know it does. so hear my word LUV HURTS. ALOT. the thing is. i probally wont be depressed tomorrow. but if i am. i will tell u! for sure. and the days after that
gumdrops N poptarts · Thu Jan 03, 2008 @ 03:27am · 3 Comments |