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I don't understand what anyone would gain from anyone else dying.

People only cause hurt and suffering from causing death to happen. If people like me had our way, the world would be worse than it is currently. But I for one, didn't receive death, no matter how many times I tried to take my own life.

In reality, I would have missed out on a lot of things and ended up hurting so many people by acting so selfishly.

If I got my way, I would have hurt a lot of people. I also would never been able to find peace from within, to use my own life to make up to as many people as I can, to repent for all the sins I committed.

I am not a religious man, I despise religion as much as I despise corrupt governments and stereotypical labels and the segregation people befall onto one another.

I only speak with experience of many sought after failures in my own life as well as learning from other people's failures and mistakes and sins in their lives.

I owe everyone on this planet, my life to be as long as possible, to serve others but never forgetting to serve myself and other loved ones as well.

People who take their own lives are foolish. As harsh as it may sound, trust me it is.

They are merely escaping their problems, in some cases, it was inevitable, but for most, it isn't justified at all.

No one deserves to take their own lives. It's cruelty to allow people to take their own lives. There's always going to be problems in life, always people who will hurt others and make trouble for anyone, only because they are so hurt, their judgments have been made clouded and they never truly know inner peace.

To put any faith in some figment such as God is foolish unless they first value themselves and their loved ones first.

In truth, I hate to see people use an illness as an attention seeking method.

Many people have an illness called Depression. Yet, many people who fall under the stereotypical labels such as Emo, or Goth, seem to mock people who are TRULY Depressed, to make fun of an illness, or even mock it... is sinful.

Now I don't believe in religious punishments or any of that garbage.

But I do believe it's foolish and unforgivable.

But please, don't even make light of wanting to commit suicide. There's enough hurt in this world...

and you'd be adding to it, whether you had no intention in doing so, you'd be causing it nonetheless.

Trust me, there's always hope to spread in this world. So stay alive as long as you possibly can, find happiness, peace from within, and stay close to those who have been there for you more than anyone else, who you feel truly happy with, because in sincerity, it won't last forever, nothing ever does.

So keep those loved ones close to you, but don't forget that there will always be storms up ahead...

Simply confront those storms, stay strong, and remember, no one is ever truly alone...

and maybe Paradise will return to this forsaken Earth.

Who knows what could happen? So why worry about what could happen and instead take life step by step?

I believe in many things, that I do.

-Guy D. Good luck, Salud, and Safe Journeys.