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Ow~ Ow~ Ow~ Ow~ Ow~ x_X

I wore the high-heeled shoes, that went with my Halloween costume, to school today.
I've never worn heels before. X_X EVER...
My left foot is swollen and me cant walk on it. ;-;

My outfit is cute, though. :3

I felt so pissed off today. ):
The guy I liked last year, and whom I still like this year, made me quite upset...
Last year when I used to try to go in his pocket, he wouldnt let me;
he wouldnt even talk to me like we were friends,
he started that this year too; I cant go in his pocket, I cant touch his "fro", I cant even get a daily hug, like I did last year...
But today, in the lunch room, there was this girl he was talking to, and he was just as happy; smiling and laughing, letting her pat his hair and go in his pockets...
I was highly depressed... HIGHLY depressed...

It seems like he lets all the other girls mess with him, but I cant...
Am I invisible, er something? ><
Do I have the word "Male" or "He-she" tattooed on my forehead? >_< !!
I dont get it. He even treats my best friend better than me. ): ...

Am I really that nice and sweet that it makes him vomit in his sleep?
Do I REALLY piss him off with my hideously innocent, yet not particularly beautiful, looks?...
I dont bother him THAT much, do I? I dont have not ONE class with him besides lunch.

*sigh* I guess I'll just go crawl in my hole and keel over...

Buhbye~ x_x
: razz OOF::