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For me v-day sucks. for others it is very romantic. Im usually really gloommy but at least I got candy on this day. and who cares about bf + gfs anyway. becuz i dont really care. Most p eople go on dates but not me!!! I WAS gonna send a letter of "C" but i forgot and i wasnt really gonna i was just thinking about it. It's really hard though becuz u know that person likes the most prettiest, smartest girl that is ur friend and u know that u can never compete with that. Im not gonna b jealous of her though becuz friends dont do that. Ur supposed to b happy for her. and plus it shows a weakness and ur giving in to the thought that theyre better than u. U can always tell when some1 is jealous becuz theyre always being mean to u and trying to hurt ur feelings. Today shakarra told me that she was jealous of me becuz she likes......i cant tell u Natalia becuz she didnt want u to know......well anyway, but he liked me. Thats kinda sad becuz i know how that feels. And now i feel like im in the way. becuz i want her to be happy. Im just nervous that he wont feel the same way about me. As much as i like him, he probably still likes HER. In fact, i know he does and its hard but thats just 7th grade i guess.