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So, every valentines day i always think "Why is it that there must be a day for love? Why can't that be everyday?" I just don't understand why there specifically needs to be a day for you to display your affection for another individual. I mean its sweet and all when someone does something nice for you i am not saying that its horrible to do so but i just think that people should display their love for one another randomly and not just on a specific day. It just seems all more thoughtful to have a really out of the blue nice thing happen not just doing it because thats what the holiday calls for. blargh. so.... yeah i think thats all i really wanted to ramble on about. oh! i went to quaker camp last weekend. Twas fun. I didnt take any pictures what so ever. well i did take one of kirby which is on my phone but whatever. It was an interesting weekend. We spent an hour in the middle of syracuse trying to find our way there because the road we were supposed to take was covered in water. we followed some old people and called brandon and yeah it was madness but we eventually got there. The whole weekend my throat really hurt alot. i had been sick the week prior to camp and well i kinda still was when i was at camp but i was okay. Kirby was there, he joined a religious band just so he could. It was quite amusing to see him so enthusiastically walk up every time the band had to play. xD at quaker camp we played games of sorts. We played 4 way kickball and i actually participated and didnt get injured this time :D the small goth child that had ran into my face wasn't there and it kinda made me sad i wanted to show him the scaring i have. :[ but perhaps he will be at the summer session... though i am still not positive if i am going to be going to that. captain professor muff muff really wants me too. i dunno how much time i want to take off from work, since i am going to canada this summer as well. and i kinda need to make alot of money this summer because i am not so sure that i will be working during the school year next year. I actually think i may get a second job if they dont give me more hours this summer. anyway. oh professor muff muff got his lip pierced and it doesn't look to shabby, when he told me he got it i wasnt sure how it would look, but it really isnt bad at all. OH i stayed in Oak Haven lodge which is like the worst lodge to have because it is like far away. Though it is a great place to have to stay in when dodging stalkers.... heh kyle. but when its like 10 degrees outside its like especially miserable. on saturday night i stayed in the living room of the lodge with candice and her friend. i still feel kinda bad not knowing her name. in a fort that we constructed with spare mattresses and things lying about. We dubbed it the "Sunshine ninja princess Fortress" and it was a lot of fun. i got to hear stories about people at candice and the other lady's school. they sound like an interesting bunch. i slept really well that night too, i still don't know if it was because i pretty much fell asleep laughing that i didnt have any nightmares or if it was because i was sleeping near other people. oh yeah i didnt really mention those. Well for awhile i was having constant nightmares. i am still not sure why i had so many all at once when i hadnt had any for years or so. But i remembered a few. one i got beheaded but what was even weirder was that i woke up with a like really bad bloody nose. and then i had another one where i was taking pictures in this grave yard and there was this gazebo and this large broken statue... i dont really remember why this one was scary but i do remember i woke up really not liking it. There also was one where i was in this like labrynith made of cages and such and everyone else could get thought it but i kept walking into walls. like i would be following someone but they would then phase through a wall of cage and i would just hit it. and there was like numbers above everyones head and everytime i hit something mine would go down. I woke up multiple times during this one it was really werid. there was another dream that i kept waking up from. i woke myself up by scratching the hell out of my stomach and myself talking. but i dont really remember the dream at all now. oh well.
but yeah i havent had a dream where i woke up lots for awhile now. i really hope i dont now that i have talked about them. that would be very sad and scary probably. my parents are discussing another change of child sharing schedule because the system they have now isnt working. which i agree its really weird to have like random thrusdays that i go to my fathers house for just one night. its kinda annoying. the reason it is like this is because my dad misses us i guess. Both my parents seem to be really less strict these days its kinda nice actually.
my mother wants to go to washington DC for spring break. since brian hasnt ever been there. the last time i went i was like 5 so i dont really remember much of anything. i do recall the vietnam memorial and walking to some museum and standing at the reflecting pool of the washington monument i think. i also remember the hotel. oh and seeing the panda at the zoo. but that is all. Well anyway she said that we are going to apparently go there if we can book it now. i dont think that washington DC is a busy place during spring break. so there probably wouldnt be any trouble in booking things like my mother is afraid that will be full for some reason. if we do end up going it will be very exciting i'm sure. i might even get to see mr rodger's SWEATER! how exciting is that?!
oh yeah back on my subject of quaker camp. after my lovely stay in the fortress i started feeling kinda crappy again so instead of being the sole driver home i asked kirby to come with to drive half the way. so on the way home we switched at kokomo and kirby drove the rest of the way home. It was really odd being the passenger in my own car. that hadnt really happened for awhile. like i dont think i had done that since maybe the end of summer. but we made it home safely then kirby was at my house for like perhaps 15 mins then my mother stuffed us in her car and we went off to lynn. i slept most of the way there but i slept the entire way back home. i don't really remember the ride home excpet that once i woke up because my mother was on the phone with my father telling him to tell brian to do his reading and so on. yep and that was quaker camp. oh unless you wanted to know what out lesson of the weekend was. that was the golden rule "treat others how you want to be treated" like be nice to people. he gave a speech on the last day about how we should take what we learned there back with us to our everyday life and it was the same speech that i think he has said before. i was kinda disappointed in him for that. i mean he could have at least changed it a bit. D:
my phone blinks red whenever it has a message. and it is currently doing that. but i have no messages. if you get a message when its open it throws it off. and now its annoying me. i feel all excited because i have a message because its glowing red but wait, oh never mind. its LYING.
xD

yeah... okay i'm done now. thats a good while of typing that i did for that and i should have gone to bed long ago.
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