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david.i know you probably wont listen to you but yes you are not.you got s**t going on.so what your a teenager. thats how it goes.and frankly everyone had a point where they have the feeling of nothing but regret in their life and hate of who they are.its simply something you DID.if you really regret it then you at least have learned from it and now you a different person.frankly half the stuff that happened to you isnt your fault and thats just how your feelings go.just think of life as each day starting off as a new person who knows what mistakes to not make.i have felt like that too. i just look back at my life and think of how much of a** i was for doing all these things and s**t.and i was willing to let people abuse me and s**t just because of my hate for myself.but you shouldnt. i mean think of how annoying it is to see a little emo kid or whatever s**t(i dont wanna be a labeler and all but ya) thinking all about himself and hating himself and life.i mean theres other things it the world.your not the only one feeling like that.you might disagree with me for saying this and be mad at yourself.but now that i was thinking about it i was pretty conceded. and just move on.your world isnt going to end. just put it behind you.i know it seems impossible. it kinda is. but i dunno just dont think about it. be positive.try to fix it.be around people that give you more of a positive feeling.that look on more of the bright side, and find that person that will change your life in a really good way and you wont feel like this.trust me i know.my friend ileana kinda gave me my out look on life and helped you.one person can change your life in more ways than one....anyways.i feel like my ******** parents or a life coach or some s**t.isnt that annoying.but its the truth.


p.s. that was really ******** long!!!!! domokun