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i know that what has been done cannot be change. i also know that i made a big mistake, and most sertainly cannot be undone. As i try to mend everything
you keep on telling me that its ok, when i know its not. i know that i hurtted you and lost your respect; that i can see for myself. what troubles me is you; whenever you tell me your all right i can still see that your not.i know that my sorry means nothing for what i've done is something irreversible. i cant blame you if you dont belive everything i say, because trust is everything in a relationship...right? i know what i've done and took notice of the problem, and anticipated the aftermath. if you feel obligated to stay and be my GF but no longer feel so...then tell and i would understad. i promis, i wont blame anyone else other than myself.