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Dammit AngelAssassin, you've gone too far.

She needs to know when to stop talking and stop being so blunt.
I've let it slide so far, but this time I've really had enough.
Angel, she's my sister, and I love her to death, but what she's saying is REALLY messing me up.

On Saturday, we met Jamelle, and when I first saw him, I started liking him;
the way he carried himself nicely, his pants werent sagging and stuff,
he had a certin glow to him that pulled me toward him.
Starla came 'round and while in a conversation started saying some stuff that really shouldnt have been said.. PERSONAL stuff...
Sorry to repeat but here are the things she said that REALLY pissed me off:
arrow "... see, me and Ashlei are virgins, but Lizz, she's not a virgin. She lost it before I did~ ..."
arrow "... and Lizz, she has none [referring to my breast size]. Look~ Nothing there either [referring to the size of my butt]..."

Those two things just really pushes me over the edge with her.
Though those might not have been accurate quotes, and I may have added a word or two,
that's the way I enterpereted it.

I let that slide, barely... Then just a few minutes ago, I found out that she talked to him online earlier stating the following about me:
arrow "... Lizz, she's taken. Yea... She has her Jeremy [emphasized] to deal with, but me and Ashlei are single..."

Now, let me remind you that she KNOWS I like Jamelle, and she knows how I feel about him, why the [********] would she do this to me.
And then she had the nerve to tell me "... well, you didnt tell me NOT to say it, so I said it...."
[********] Thats not something you tell every guy you meet.

These are my rules that Angel should know;
1) If I meet a guy, I dont tell them that I'm not a virgin, it usually makes them think I'm a whore or something. I was raped, and even though I'm not traumatized by it, I dont want to say it proudly to the whole world.
2) If I meet a guy that I have interest in, I DO NOT... DO. NOT.... tell them that I have a boyfriend until it starts getting too serious.
~ Now this isnt a rule, but I highly disliked the was she degraded me because my boobs and butt arent as big as hers.

I'm upset because he may think I'm a [********] whore who [********] with her boyfriend every [********] day.

HIGHLY upsetting. I'm really getting tired of this. I dont know how much more I can take.
And I know it's mean and stuff, but I dont wonder why she cant keep a boyfriend for over a few months; internet or real life.

*sigh* I'll talk with yall later.
I gotta cool down...

~ disappears ~