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I really hate life
For the dark-hearted
Ok a couple of friends and I strarted a band and these are some lyrics I wrote Can I please get an opion on them thanks ( OH I HAVEN'T NAMED THESE EITHER)
As I watch you drop the knife on floor in my room.
Your bloods flowing everywhere.
When I look in your eyes even deep inside there’s no fear.
But I can’t watch you slowly die right here my floor.
I want you alive though want die so…

I can’t forgive you, I don’t wanna lose you
And I can’t leave you alone
I don’t wanna let you go
I just want you to stay home where you belong.

Will you please listen me and go to the hospital.
Where you can get better so we can be together again.
But that won’t happen if you keep this up.
Just don’t kill yourself or…

I won’t forgive you, but I can’t lose you
And I can’t leave you alone
I don’t wanna let you go
I just want you to stay home where belong

Cuz I can’t forgive you, I don’t wanna lose you
And I can’t leave you alone
I don’t wanna let you go
I just want you to stay home where you belong.

Where you belong (x4 slowly fading as doing so)

- Written Kyiah Griffin
-Inspiration from my various acts of being close to suicide



The baby’s crying because you left him dying in a pitch black world.
He needs to be cared for so he can live his life.
He has to grow his family there.
It makes me throw-up knowing you sick people just left hi here.

You left your son here to die. (echo)
So I’m caring for him so he can survive
I want you know that he’ll be a great man.
But you’ll never know because you didn’t care.

As he grows up he wants to know about you.
But I can’t tell him because of what he might do.
So I lie to him saying that you are dead.
If you ever see him don’t say “That’s my boy” because you never cared for him, feed him or comfort him when was scared.

You left your son here to die. (echo)
So I’m caring for him so he can survive
I want you know that he’ll be a great man.
But you’ll never know because you didn’t care.
( repeat 2x’s)

- Written Kyiah Griffin
-Inspiration from being left as an outcast from my father



Love is a thick coarosive poison that seeps into your veins and slowly kills you until you are nothing more the a mere shell with no feelings and a dumb smile upon your face. ~ Moonlight




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UserHelp006
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commentCommented on: Sun Jul 06, 2008 @ 10:06pm
these are really good!!!!!!
but they scared me alittle coming from you
when we where close you didnt act like this at all


whats happening..


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