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When I met you, I didn’t know you, but you changed my life Most drastically. You showed me how to love, and how to be loved, you make me smile. I miss some aspects of things when I open my big mouth and I understand that.
You showed me that not everything is easy, and that someone actually cared enough to go through the hard stuff. Us dating was really spontaneous but. The best thing that ever happened to me, I don’t know what I would do without you. You’ve taught me lessons no one else could. Your honest with me when im being a douche. And you know how to handle me when im flipping out.
Im sorry for every time ive ever screamed at you. Those were my worst moments. But you showed me that your gonna be there for me no matter what I do, no matter what I say. And no matter how bad I look when im in tears of frustration. Ive cried over you many times, and ive cried to you many times. And I only cry to you because I know you can make everything go away with just 3 words. I love being around you, because we may fight but as soon as we see each other we instantly know how sorry and silly were being for ever fighting. Your the only person ive ever thought about 24/7 and the only person who has the power to break me in a second and have me smiling another. I'm ready to handle whatever you throw at me because I wanna be with you forever. When I met you, you were scared to hug me. And when you hugged me. You were scared to kiss me. And when you kissed me. You were afraid to hold me. And when you held me. You were afraid to let me have your heart. When you gave me your heart, I promised not to break it. But you’re fragile, and I try my hardest not to break your heat with my words and actions because I hate when you cry. I need you to know, im always going to be there to hold you, and hug you, and tickle you, and kiss you, and take your beatings when you need someone to be angry with. Im here when you need a hug and im here when you need someone to scream at, because I know you love me...I just know it. I wish you were in my arms every moment of my life because that’s when im most happy. We have both done some stupid s**t but its all worth it when you tell me you love me. We have great memories. And I know im not the best with words. But I hope this makes you realize what im mean when I tell you I love you.
I mean everything ive just put in this paragraph.
I need you to know you’re the only one who’s worth it.
and maybe later on in life if you still love me we can try again but until then this break is gonna be good for us. I hope you know I still love you and I will always care for you.