Dream as if you'll live forever...I just wanna say-I been active once again since a few weeks ago. Well now this is my journal xd You can read if you like- I couldn't careless. This is going to be the place where I express myself. And yea ;] There's this guy...&&yea just read on ^^
Date: March 18th, 2008
I had my chance today. The perfect chance to talk to you. You were standing right there with enough space for me to stand next to you. But I screwed up. I was debating with myself whether or not to go, but froze. Then it was too late. Just a little too late. You got off the bus. And me? Sitting here wondering what could've happened&&wondering why I didn't have the guts to make a move. Now I know why. I can't ever have the courage to speak to you, to be the first to say 'hi'. Your presence immobilizes my whole body&being. You just have that effect on me.
Date: March 20th, 2008 WRITTEN: March 21st,2008
Yesterday was another perfect chance. I was at one of the most dangerous parks in Brooklyn, with hope of seeing you there. Unfortunately, you weren't there. You were being a good boy¬ cutting. I could learn from you. When you came, my heart stopped. That familiar sweater. I can see from a mile away that it was you. Sadly, you didn't approach me&I didn't approach you. What's with all the tension? While I'm once again arguing with myself on whether or not to make the first move, you leave without my knowledge. You go to the place I was at less than an hour ago. I should've gone. But it was too dangerous&all of my friends stayed where they were. Choosing my friends over you. -Chuckles- I wonder if I liked you as much as I thought I did...no. Wrong statement. I wonder if you even care. Wasting my time on you...&what if you don't care at all? Then I'd be the biggest fool on Earth.
Just a little crush(; Comment if you care biggrin
Date: March 18th, 2008
I had my chance today. The perfect chance to talk to you. You were standing right there with enough space for me to stand next to you. But I screwed up. I was debating with myself whether or not to go, but froze. Then it was too late. Just a little too late. You got off the bus. And me? Sitting here wondering what could've happened&&wondering why I didn't have the guts to make a move. Now I know why. I can't ever have the courage to speak to you, to be the first to say 'hi'. Your presence immobilizes my whole body&being. You just have that effect on me.
Date: March 20th, 2008 WRITTEN: March 21st,2008
Yesterday was another perfect chance. I was at one of the most dangerous parks in Brooklyn, with hope of seeing you there. Unfortunately, you weren't there. You were being a good boy¬ cutting. I could learn from you. When you came, my heart stopped. That familiar sweater. I can see from a mile away that it was you. Sadly, you didn't approach me&I didn't approach you. What's with all the tension? While I'm once again arguing with myself on whether or not to make the first move, you leave without my knowledge. You go to the place I was at less than an hour ago. I should've gone. But it was too dangerous&all of my friends stayed where they were. Choosing my friends over you. -Chuckles- I wonder if I liked you as much as I thought I did...no. Wrong statement. I wonder if you even care. Wasting my time on you...&what if you don't care at all? Then I'd be the biggest fool on Earth.
Just a little crush(; Comment if you care biggrin
live as if you'll die today. O9.O5.O7</3
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a tad bit funny but mostly interesting
i shall read when i can xD
I don't wanna be the last place you look for comfort
I wanna be the first thing you see. <3
I'm not a tease, I'm just a reminder of what you can't have