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even it was just a show
i miss it all so
how the feeling of being loved by so many
just to make me get through the day
it was all just a show
yet i miss it anyway
friendships, popularity
even a small affair
it makes me wonder
where do i belong on people's priorities
am i just a toy
up for play
i hate how i think this way

it was all childs play at the time
it was ecstacy at the time
now it's all regret and self doubt
what will ever go right