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ok guys this might not seem like a big deal but i need something to whine about cuz im really sick of being sick and when im sick things that get on my nerves changes from practically nothing to EVERYTHING!! and i need gold...

first point) I bided on the Langor the Dragon plushie for about 5 days and i finally won it like yesterday, i think, these days r all getting mixed up.....
anyways i was like "YAY" cuz i really wanted it and i got it cheap (51g) then i go through and click on the daily chance thingys and guess what i got? ANOTHER LANGOT THE DRAGON!!! I was pissed and happy at the same time! I literally said "YAY" and "********" out of joy and anger. i wasted 51 gold on what i could have gotton for free....[enter title here]

second point) when i was on my myspace looking for music to put on my profile my mom pokes her head in the door and looks over my shoulder on what im doing. Its not like i didn't know...that'd be one thing but i can see the door out of the corner of my eye (to the left of my computer desk) and its barely a yard (3ft) away from my computer desk. and she didn't say anything with a look on her face similar to this smiley eek
so I said "What?" she didn't say anything. "What do you want?" i was getting really annoyed, then she's like "Nothin, i just want to annoy u." I got really mad (for a person that almost never gets mad, except for at my sister but who's counting?) I said to her "Leave me alone cuz i don't feel good and the cold medicine is maiking me really dizzy" and i was serious, i could hardly walk straight. If i were to take a urine test i would fail miserably. I took like six sudefeds (throughout the day, not all at once) and maybe four advil (two at a time with cold medicine). I could barely even type. So anyways back to mom, she like "O ok then" almost kinda like she was scared of me cuz i could really be mean like my dad if i get really mad. so that was good, she didn't bug me for the rest of the night.

third point) this spring break sucks so far and its just the second day. I woke up yesterday and i couldn't even swallow my own spit without screaming in agony. although its not as bad as having chicken pox the first few weeks of summer vacation and missing out on the first boat ride on a new boat. its not a big whoop now but i was 12 or somewhere around there and it was a big deal then. anyways i woke up this morning and my troat didn't hurt as bad as i was expecting but it still hurts to swallow anything and my neck is soo stiff its giving me a major migrane. And i think i may have a slight ear infection because when i go to bend down to pet my doggies there is an immense pain in both ears.

Im going to take more medicine now....i hope i get over this soon. Im starting to wonder if this is how people get hooked on certain medicines....i hope i don't become like that. I was kinda worried that i wasn't gonna wake up this mornig cuz i took two advil pm s and a two nighttime formula (very powerful) cold medicine pills. But the scary part was the thought i had "Well at least it wouldn't matter if i was sick if i die..."so yeah... i hope that was either the sickness or the cold medicine talking, i really do... emo