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I changed my mind...

-Maybe there is one thing bothering me at the moment. One little, insignificant, miniscule detail. Something I'm trying so hard to overlook.

...Emotion...

-the feeling of flying on air when I see them. The tickle in my stomach when they smile at me. The look on their face when we have a 'throwdown'. The way I fade when they whisper to me. Everything...anything. I love him...Still.

I want to heal new wounds, and erase the old. It's almost impossible, though. Not when they both love you enough to tear each other to shreds.






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The Unforgiven Martyr
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commentCommented on: Sat Apr 12, 2008 @ 04:17am
Back when you first wrote this... I couldn't say anything. Don't know why.. I just couldn't.

I feel so weird. I've changed. For better or worse I don't know yet. But the change was inevitable and it's obvious. Today in ISS I wrote a poem. I used to hate poetry.. Never thought it could be beautiful. But then I thought of you. I wrote a really crappy poem about my necklace. When I was done I realized I had changed. But i put my heart into it... I feel so...Gone...


But I'm here.
I'm trying my hardest to be one of your best friends. And not to ruin it.
I'd do anything for you. and you know that.
If you need me. I'll do my best to be there.
To talk to. Or to just Be there.
No matter how you feel.
I
LOVE you.

Is emotion really so minuscule though? Emotion conquers so much. Life is just the beginning. It starts with your heart. Your mind. Your Own sanity. It finds the one small hole to exploit. And it stretches it into a void. "It's all the small things" Emotion is like a virus a bacteria. It may seem small but the damage it causes is almost unstoppable. Unbearable. Bringing the strongest of Humans to their knees. To their end. Just one subcategory of emotion can do this all. Love. Combined what can they all do? Emotion is stronger than diamond It can rip through anything in it's path. But then again. Only if you let it. Because there is a few things stronger than the hardest substance on earth. And one of them. Would be your heart. Another? Your mind. You can be strong and you can fill the void. Maybe even a chance of closing it to its former size. But don't overlook the obvious. Because if you fight to hard you just might overdo it.

Almost impossible. But not quite. Let's not let this go unrequited hmm?



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