(Originally on LiveJournal, copied over to Xanga, and now here)
I officially stink at Gunz now. I was doing really, really well when I was on the Beginner Channels. But now I'm on the Veteran Channels, and I suck. For the heck of it, I created another character to see if I couldn't boost my self-esteem a little by killing a few noobs. I couldn't even do that. So I really think something happened to my already limited skill, and it's just not because there's stronger people on the Veteran Channels.
Of course, you can never know if someone's really a noob.
That started me thinking about 2draw.net. I've quit it until I can get a tablet- which isn't til Christmas at best. Now I'm worried that my drawing will be bad despite me getting a tablet. In real life for every five pictures I drew, only about 1 or 2 would come out well.
And my dad's (my dad's divorced, you could say) girlfriend/ common-law wife has asked me to do a drawing for her. I've already attempted once, last night, and I messed up with the inking.
And my dad himself wants me to draw him a picture of a samurai. I'm really going to have to get a ton of photo refercences for parts of the kimonos and for the katanas they wear on their side.
Gah. And I haven't even started school yet.
School's going to be tough this year. Three Pre-ap classes and Algebra, which is the highest class of math offered this year. sad My electives are about the same ol', same ol', 'cept I exchanged CHAOS (acronym biggrin ) for Bible Studies, because they aren't offering Chaos past the seventh grade anymore. Yes, Bible Studies. Shut up. Then there's Academic Competition, which is going to be incredibly stressing and lonely. Lonely, because all of my friends who were there, aren't. And stressing, because it pretty much always has been.
Then, I could always get into more personal reasons why A.C.'s going to be hard this year, but my imaginary reader doesn't care, do you? razz ats on head: Good doggie. :Throws stick: Go fecth! Fetch the stick! biggrin og turns and starts growling: Egh... :Blood is splattered on the screen and credits start to roll:
... Sorry about that.
 Excel Ichigo · Mon Aug 01, 2005 @ 01:27am · 1 Comments |
