My End
Without my breath,
I can plan on my death.
Without everyone I love,
My heart will no longer be good enough.
I don't want to let go of my feelings,
And I don't want to move on without healing.
I don't want it to all go away.
I just wish some of it would stay.
Does my fate expect me to live with all this pain?
Do you expect me to live with everything in vein?
Am I supposed to push it all aside?
Would you care if I died inside?
Sitting here watching my crison flow,
Seeing everything you'll never know.
Holding onto all of my past,
And wondering how long all of this will last.
Should I call for help,
Or should I try to save myself?
What am I to do,
When all I can think about is you?
I don't want to watch you go,
I'll be at such an emotional low.
I watch my dreams slowly start to fade,
Into a blur of unwanted pain.
Trying to hide all of my tears,
They'll go away with the coming of years.
How much more can my heart take?
When will my soul again awake?
Will I ever be the same,
Will I ever be rid of this enlonging pain?
Without someone to make me whole,
I'll just be another dead soul.
I wont be alright,
I'll cry myself to sleep at night.
Everything you never said,
will never go through my head.
Sadness will start to overwhelm me,
Do you not want to see?
Close your eyes and turn away,
Forget all about this day.
Forget about what I'm going to say.
I knew I was going to fall,
It was obvious to see after all.
I guess it doesn't matter about how I feel,
I guess it doesn't matter that this is my end.
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Angel Marie's Poems
The name is Angel. I love to write poems most of them are kinda depressing but thats how i feel when i write those. Some of them are completely random those are kind funny though. SO enjoy!
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