well now my friend's olivia and amy think that im gay. THAT'S JUST FU**ING GREAT!!!! NOW IM GOING TO HAVE TO SOMEHOW CONVINCE THEM THAT IM STRAIGHT BUT THE ONLY WAY I CAN IS THROUGH DESPERATE MEASURES!!!!!! well great now i have suicidal thoughts. other than that though i had a fair day. still streased out and depresed but still. also im trying to join this rp but i dont know how. THATS F***ING BULL SH** IT TOOK MR LIKE 9 YEARS TO FIND OUT WHERE AND NOW I HAVE TO START ALL OVER AGAIN!!!!! well i feel like yelling today so im going to call up a friend and vent. also i dont think that anyone in the near future will ever read this so GO ******** YOURSELF!!!!!!!!