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dam....i think im starting 2 turn into like a bully.........i dont really want 2 but............yesterday i made a girl cry and 2day i wuz about 2 attack/kill/beat 2 death/beat up a 6 th grader.....if i hadent been stopped......he would b gone........i just feel like an endless stream of.....well,hatred......i just wake up 1 morning thinking of the bad things thts happened btween me and my ex gf and then i wanted 2 destroy her soul intil the point were she would almost kill herself.......and now its happeneing 2 who ever gets the hell in the way!i dont want 2 hate all the time or b hated.......just....normal................................OH and i found out i wuz emo in kindergarten!!!!i used 2 take scissors and cut my fingers and put them around my neck.....cutting myself and the teacher would always punish me............well whatever.....