I have a new website.. it's nothing much, but hopefully the people on here will make something of it..
http://www.freewebs.com/xxxecstasyxxx/
i also have a new favorate song that i relate to with a sudden turn in things.. all i can say is i dont go out with Phillip's alter anymore.. and i'll leave the rest unsaid cause i made a promice.
i realized that God has been putting me though a bunch of test... i keep asking him why.. cause everytime he throws a pop quiz at me, i fail it with either cuting myself or going into dark thoughts... i realized that i've always thought the Devils way of things were easeir... but i've been trying all night to deal with my troubles.. and i've been praying as well... i think i might need to talk to my pastor.. he's kool.. and i need help with my feelings.. i need to get control over them.
And the new song is There For You by Flyleaf the lyrics are:
Sometimes I'm a selfish fake
You're always a true friend
I don't deserve you
'Cause I'm not there for you
Please forgive me again
I wanna be there for you
Someone you can come to
Runs deeper than my bones
I wanna be there for you
I wanna be there for you
Swirling shades of blue
Slow dancing in your eyes
Sun kisses the earth
And I hush my urge to cry
I wanna be there for you
Someone you can come to
Runs deeper than my bones
I wanna be there for you
I wanna be there for you
'Cause I hear the whispered words
In your masterpiece beautiful
You speak the unspeakable through
I love you too
I wanna be there for you
Someone you can come to
I wanna be there for you
And be someone you can come to
The love runs deeper than my bones
I wanna be there for you
The Bridge refurs to God and then the rest refures to my 2 Friends. and i hope they forgive me.. ^^ and i think they do, so i should be happy.. i have friends and God, and people to talk to.. i guess i just need to start to speak up.. hopefully i can..
I have nothing to hang onto in this world.. but i have hope in God i can make the best of it.. and that string will dangle down in front of me some day.
http://www.freewebs.com/xxxecstasyxxx/
i also have a new favorate song that i relate to with a sudden turn in things.. all i can say is i dont go out with Phillip's alter anymore.. and i'll leave the rest unsaid cause i made a promice.
i realized that God has been putting me though a bunch of test... i keep asking him why.. cause everytime he throws a pop quiz at me, i fail it with either cuting myself or going into dark thoughts... i realized that i've always thought the Devils way of things were easeir... but i've been trying all night to deal with my troubles.. and i've been praying as well... i think i might need to talk to my pastor.. he's kool.. and i need help with my feelings.. i need to get control over them.
And the new song is There For You by Flyleaf the lyrics are:
Sometimes I'm a selfish fake
You're always a true friend
I don't deserve you
'Cause I'm not there for you
Please forgive me again
I wanna be there for you
Someone you can come to
Runs deeper than my bones
I wanna be there for you
I wanna be there for you
Swirling shades of blue
Slow dancing in your eyes
Sun kisses the earth
And I hush my urge to cry
I wanna be there for you
Someone you can come to
Runs deeper than my bones
I wanna be there for you
I wanna be there for you
'Cause I hear the whispered words
In your masterpiece beautiful
You speak the unspeakable through
I love you too
I wanna be there for you
Someone you can come to
I wanna be there for you
And be someone you can come to
The love runs deeper than my bones
I wanna be there for you
The Bridge refurs to God and then the rest refures to my 2 Friends. and i hope they forgive me.. ^^ and i think they do, so i should be happy.. i have friends and God, and people to talk to.. i guess i just need to start to speak up.. hopefully i can..
I have nothing to hang onto in this world.. but i have hope in God i can make the best of it.. and that string will dangle down in front of me some day.
