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Hey! HAPPY JUNE EVERYONE!!! blaugh 7 1/2 DAYS OF SCHOOL LEFT!!!!! OMFG!! I'm so exited for school to be over. xp xp xp eek
On a more serious note, I've been thinking a lot about... someone lately. (This is just me thinking out loud, so you don't really have to read this. pirate ) Anyway, some of you guys will remember that I had a forum up called "I need names!!". It was just the description of a guy, and saying that I needed a name for him. Most of you thought he was just a character in my story, but he's not. (This is where it gets really mushy and princessy) I thought this guy was my dream guy. I put down all the characteristics I look for, and I wanted a name so I could call him something around my friends, and name him in sketches, and pictures, and such. i've been thinking about this "Dream Guy" for quite some time now.
Yesterday, I was at a party. There were three guys there and a bunch of girls, and I knew them all. As I was talking to one of the guys, I sort of realized something. He was making me laugh, I was making him laugh, and I could pick gentle fun at him without his getting upset. He followed me around, and I swear he kept looking at me. Guys, it was awesome. I was looking at him, and I had a light bulb moment. This guy was Hayden. (I chose that name, by the way. Thanks to all that contributed. smile ) He's nice, kind of shy around people he doesn't know, he has a good taste in music, and he loves to laugh. I... think I heart him. Now I'm sort of freaking out because I'm not sure whether I should tell him or not. I've had crushes before, but this... this is just plain weird. I can imagine myself with "Hayden". In short, I'm love-struck. heart