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So..The other day I broke up with Blake, the guy I had been dating for nearly 6 months..I dumped him on the 5th of June..All those 5 or 6 months I thought that I had this really bad case of bi-polar disorder. I often had suicidal thoughts, I was often crying, high sex drive, I would think up huge plans that honestly would never come true XP (Go to WebMD, those are symptomes, I didn't make them up) But it's been a few days now..Nothing like that, I feel like a different person, I havent cried since, I havn't even felt a tiny bit sad for no reason or extremely happy for no reason..My mood swings don't change in the blink of an eye anymore..It's so weird..And awfuly disturbing to know that my boyfriend had been causing me to be like that..He made me cry..