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*~ Ohh..... *sigh* ~*
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I got so angry at the whole class looking at me laughing while I'm on the very back, being humiliated, while just standing there, resulting in insulting my teacher when she asked me how I felt. I just can't take all of them looking at me laughing giggling and talking and the one I consider my friend let me down, by making more angry and frustrated, I want to choke him and cut him with a knife. Those things of killings run and run over my mind. I didn't even get to be classmates with my dearest friend, Lorcan ( Train Heartnet x ).
I wouldn't have any friends ( who is really close ) If my old friend who was with me in 4th Grade, I would have been depressed there in the seat being gloomy and mean.
I told myself even if this school year is the most depressing, I won't give up, doesn't mean all those people who bully me, and my life miserable would change the fact that I won't study hard, I will. I'm already sad enough to make my school life even more saddening by failing.
And remembering makes my chest hurt and it makes me depress.
I have this sickness which is really painful in the chest, resulting for me to make it harder to breathe.
Its when I store all my emotions, when I want to cry so much when I want to scream when my feelings are about to burst out I stop them.
It stopped after going to the hospital, and I told myself, not to hide my feelings. But again I did it.
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