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WHAT THE HELL WAS I THINKING??
I let my friends go and try to tp my neighbors house.
Let me tell you something. I've only been in this house since JANUARY.
Its only been half a year!
So usually when you go tping, usually you don't clean up. The people do.
Well they kept getting caught.
So I had to go and clean up. Yeah sure they helped.
A little.
Why am i complaining?
WHY AM I FREAKING OUT?? eek

Guess what?
I'm grounded.

For basically the rest of the summer.
I'm not allowed to hang out with friends.
They're not allowed to come over.

Not just my two friends.
Anyone.

This is s**t.

Oh yeah. That misery I was missing?
I WAS TALKING ABOUT ******** MENTAL MISERY.
Not physical.

I feel like s**t.
I can't talk.
I've never been so pissed at a friend ever.

WHAT THE ******** WAS I THINKING??
Everything comes back to me some how.

My dad holds me responsible.
I'm not allowed to go out with my friends either!


emo I would cry, but I'm just to damned pissed.
I can't eat either.

******** comfort food.
I need comfort music
& comfort friends stressed

Ha but then most of my friends would be like
"Alie, your freaking out too much. Get over it. It's not big deal"

I HAVENT SLEPT AT ALL.
My body hates it when I get no sleep.
I have pulled two all nighters within a week period.

I am sick.

I want to leave this place and go where even doing wrong feels good.

WEST ******** COAST.

I would give you (reader) my number but
1. You have no idea who I am and well I'm not even allowed to give it to my friends on MySpace unless I've seen them before.
2. I can't even talk. Only yell.

I'm sitting here watching Batman Forever
having fun figuring out the Riddler's riddles.

Heres a riddle for you.
What was once a calm sweet girl
is now a raging hormonal hurl.



Me, b***h.