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ASK YOURSELF in the most silent hour of your night: must I write? Dig into yourself for a deep answer. And if this answer rings out in assent, if you meet this solemn question with a strong, simple "I must," then build your life in accordance with this necessity..." - Rainer Maria Rilke
Sitting in this room playing Russian Roulette
I was wondering what I wanted to be when I grow up and mum asked me what all you guys wanted to be and I didn't know... >_>

SO TELL ME!

Because me writing stuff "isn't going to put food on the table" so I have absolutely zero idea what I want to do. I don't even want to grow up, if I think about it. My old fears raise their hackles once again. And all the good colleges are already eliminated because I didn't try at all in freshman year... >_>

I just hate the idea of being an adult when world ethics continually dissolve and people can't afford to heat their houses or drive cars. The APOCALYPSE bells are singing in my head.

I really don't want to live in the world. Even if it wasn't decaying.

I mean, what's going to happen to all my books while I'm at college? When I can barely afford to live in a one tatami sized apartment? Ugh.

Boo boo booooooooo.

Maybe I'll dye myself blue, adopt forty-two cats, and be a bag lady who talks to buildings..

But never mind me, tell me of your possible future plans. biggrin






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[-Stefan-]
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commentCommented on: Mon Jul 07, 2008 @ 07:01pm
If you honestly don't know what I want to do, I'm not going to tell you. <_<

If that didn't work out though I'd also enjoy doing stand-up comedy or journalism


commentCommented on: Mon Jul 07, 2008 @ 08:32pm
Journalism? I was so unaware.

As pointless as my goal may seem to yinz, I think it speaks for itself.



Weaselletta
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bushy_haired_freak
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commentCommented on: Mon Jul 07, 2008 @ 08:43pm
What speaks for itself?! Talkshow host!?

Heyyyy, you could take over The Price Is Right. wink


commentCommented on: Tue Jul 08, 2008 @ 02:12am
I could never compete with Drew Carey gonk



Weaselletta
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[-Stefan-]
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commentCommented on: Tue Jul 08, 2008 @ 08:00pm
You're aiming too low, Valerie.


commentCommented on: Tue Jul 08, 2008 @ 11:24pm
Drew Carey sucks. He lost his inspiration, in like, a week. Now he's all boring and looks like he'd rather be put in an iron maiden.



bushy_haired_freak
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