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I was blinded by sunshine till I saw rain
It washed away my happiness and showed me only pain.
The world had changed in people eyes
There was no sun
No moon
No more blue sky
Only Darkness and it's sadness,It made me want to cry.

There was no more Music,
Only Tears.
No more Laughter,
Only fears.
People didn't care they were fine to go with it and not try to be diffrent.
To brake free from bonds and learn to fly.
No
They where to afraid to take Changes
Change lives.

I stood in the darkness and watched these people,
Afraid to change,Afraid to be Equal.
Always wanting what others had and always leaning only towards the bad
Always crying by themselfs and not trying to help someone else.
I thought them sad they way they stood
Hating them self,The world.
Then I relized they are not sad.
They are Selfish and spoiled and mad.
Mad that they don't have the strength to shine
Mad they were afraid to fly.

I turn around and see the light shining through this imposible night.
I shouted "Nows your Chance!Go now!Be quick!"
They just stared and watched
Were they still afriad of it?
The light flickered and begain to fade
It's golden rays begain to change.
"You haven't much time!Please come with me!"
I held out my hand
and called each by name.
Nobody moved,Nobody came.
I stood in shock.
They wanted to stay
They wanted no change
They wanted the Pain.

My stomach tied in knots and my heartbeat quickened.
I couldn't leave them
They had it wihtin them!
To move
To take a step
to take my outstretched hand.....
Nobody moved,Nobody to me ran.
Tears slide down my face as I turned to go
I didn't want to leave them all alone,
But how can you help someone who doesn't want to be saved?
Save someone who doesn't want change?

I took one last look behind me and sighed.
What was it like to live in a lie?
The sun was shinning
The birds brought music to life.
How could they not notice the feeling in side
That one gets when you see someone smile?
When you help someone who's down?
And take in time every once in a while
To love your self and others
And forget how to cry?
On the other side of the clouds,
Just in reach,
There was the Earth and it's sunshine
That had blinded me from this.

I cryed and stepped thou,
I love them all,
But how can you fly if your afraid to fall.....
I took each step with care,
I never wish to return there.
Where Music has no meaning
Love is a word
the place where on the other side of the world,
Just behind the next rain cloud,
Coming in and out like the tide.
I choose not to go there.
I choose to try.

I wish for things and want and need
But now I reach for them
And I achieve.
I guess I did learn something from that dark stormy day.
Everyone is the same
Besides from our names.
We all have the same changes
The same day
It's what you do with it that makes us Change.

((Blargh That's all I wanna write....really sappy but that's how I feel.....I kno I',m at fault......I Wouldn't try to stop from flying thou))