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Don't you hate it when you are forced to go somewhere that you CLEARLY don't want to go?
That's pretty much every Saturday that I'm here at my dads...

I should like going to church.
I mean look at it:

http://www.designshare.com/index.php/projects/northridge-church/images@4674

Who WOULDN'T want to go there? I mean really.

Well guess what...when you me...all it is are two facers. Those who you think are your friends there...but once you get back to the real world...school...its all lies.
I hate going there. Especially when I know that they are going to be there.
Now I'm in the High School wing?? With those even older than me who would LOVE to pick on me? I've had enough of that.

I'm never going there.



UGH i hate being mad. Or angry. Or just sad. Ticked. Pissed. Clueless.
my iPod is my shelter and it makes me feel so much better....but only if its blasting loud.

I have a job for you.
Turn your iPod on.
Blast it at MAX volume. in your ears.
Now keep it there.

For at least 20 minutes.

That's me at least once a week. Now I do that sometimes cause I'm happy. Cause I like the song.

Thats about 5% of the time.


stressed UGH. I'm taking a break. I'll be back later.