Does it bother you that i'm here as much as it scares me... that you're actually listening to me... that means you want something from me. What is it you want, why are you here? When i wanted your attention, your love, you were never there.
My hearts so crushed so torn so broken so worn. Im distraught and lost, retorical and caught. Im tangled in a net of unassurance and rerassurance is my hunter. I dont have any money its all a front... you know that... so what is it you want. Is it my face plastered on TV's and Magazines that I'm now worthy enough to be called a being?
Is my so called glory worth you loosing your head, slip fall and land in my bed. Laying next to me as I refuse you cause your just to drunk to ********. Drunk the only way you'll accept my truth, I Lucked Up. Is my glory really that GREAT that you'll go wild so now you cry I because wont risk you carrying my child. No rubber, drunk hore yea thats smart. My lifes estranged and strangled like Vangohs art.
Peace knows my name only to laugh at my request for entrance. Kristin, Shiquana, Raven, Pasjie and Jamila all mothers and sisters of me. conciderd as I am Im wounded in pride neglected of hope pissed off with faith and seeking god. you that I've mentioned thank you your neglect has helped me grow a little hoofin it on my own. but im scared..im scared and Im crying Im scared of the future im scared of what I might become im scared of those around me and Im vulnerable im alone within myself. please if I havent asked you already if you havent heard from me then I beg you hold me hug me save me before I hurt myself foreal.
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