hey...
i don't know what's going on with me
i just got my meds refilled so if anything i should be feeling great, singing the hills are alive with julie andrews or something like that
but no
my head hurts (even though i take something for my chronic migraines)
my stomach hurts (probably from the stress)
and my temp is normal(i just checked) but i feel like i have a fever
on top of it all i feel really pissy and i think i might be contagious because my dad seems to be the same way.
i don't know why i can't just be happy, my meds should be helping and as if that wern't enough of a prob i need to start weaning myself off the happy pills
i found out @ camp that cops can't take antidepressants. sucks for me. which means that, unstable depressed medicated ema is gonna turn into, very unstable mood swings galore destroy everything in her path ema
happy happy joy joy to that one
and the worst part is that dad and me have been fighting even more lately and i can't take it. part of me wants to just hug him and cry and have everything go back to how it was before both of us started pmsing
then i see him and suddenly this monster errupts inside of me and i can't help but snap at him or just not talk to him to try and avoid another fiasco
things are getting out of hand but i'm glad laura isn't here to be caught in the middle of this, though knowing her, she'd probably instigate even more fights
i love our family rolleyes
o well
life goes on
ema
The Ink Alchemist Community Member 
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