hey...
i think my depression is getting worse
oddly this coincides with a burst of inspiration and i have been writing like a fiend these past few days but enough about that.
every little, unnoticable and unintentional slight makes me feel really bummed
dad is taking laura and her friends to the mall and didn't think to invite me
plus i got lost on the way home and had to call him for help and when i finally got back, on the brink of tears, what did dad do?
he pulled out a map and made me struggle to find places i go to everyday
i'm really horrible with street names and even worse so with directions
no love in that sweet memory
so now i'm sitting by myself
in my room
typing to a group of people i've never met
and who will never meet me
but often times seem to show more concern for my well being than family does
ema
The Ink Alchemist Community Member 
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