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i feel like i've spent most of my summer waiting for michael can come home instead of actually doing stuff.. ya, i know, "cheese, abbey! you're not the only thing in michael's life! cut the leash!" but he's the only interesting thing in my life! everything else is so boring! i never thought i would get this bored with life. i mean, i knew i would get bored at times at home with no power, no music, no one to talk to, no food or drink, and no phone to call michael with. but, every hour i spend without michael is straight up boring. it was never like that with arekkusu, but maybe that's just because i saw him every day at school.. and every time michael tries to text me, i'm either asleep, or my phone is dead.. i wish something interesting would just happen already. i wish i could just go away to my little story where everything is anything but boring. with shedo almost dying on several occasions, kozu's foster dad trying to kill him almost every chance he gets, sutoomie losing her memories, andrew and shizu fighting over the princess... you don't even know those people... well, unless you're michael.. but even he doesn't know shizu and the princess... oooo, what if pokemon were real? that would be so awesome... oh god, i'm so bored... oh. didn't michael say something about keeping my monady sceadule open? maybe we're going out that day -u- ...


i wonder why i'm always so bored? if i only knew.....



my life kinda sucks. amazing michael came when he did... with out him, i might not... what am i gonna do when he's gone...? wait three and half more years untill i fall in love again? like i could love anyone other than him...