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ok my ppl who ever you are confused i made a dumb*** move i liked my lil sister bf he my ex yall know the story already so yesterday i called him i hung up right quick cause i got sacerd so like 2 houres later im on the phone with my lil sis and my lil bro then he called wow great timing huh? rolleyes so i said:hold on!: i was all hapy and nerves at the same time he does that to me yea whatever i don't care! ANYWAY I SWITCH OVER
Me:hello?
Him:hello?
Me:...so what you want?
Him:You called me earlier.
Me surprised h yea
the thing was that i wanted to askes him who he pick me or her and he fighting with his cousin who kinda wierd the good one not the bad one when you stare at ppl like this eek yea anyway!
we talked laughted because he was kinda geting beat up it was funny if i ever get on youtube i would put my life on it so yall can see what i go through rolleyes uhg i hate my life! we'er geting off subject here so sweatdrop anyway
i swicth back over they we'er fighting about a cookie and sugar confused yea thier wierd lol thats the first time i laughed all day i couldn't sleep all night i hated it i kept rolling over and couldn't confe crying because i couldn't stop thinking about what happen idk what im going to do i sure my sis hates and i know he's mad at me but he want say it because he 2 much of a good person 2...so the thing is i asked him he said my sis but then he said me then he hung up then called back and said "I can't date you or her."
thats when my heart stoped and i died a little inside because now its even more computcated me and my sister are pobaly not going to stop like him but i have to move i guess he don't like in that way anymore so oh well for me i suck! but then we got on gaia and talked and crussed at him which was a very bad thing to do oh yea yall ppl pm me im not going to be on the computer for about 9 days im going to NC (north caralina) biggrin but im not happy about it! i need to fixs this before i go which is torrow by the way AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH im so angry! im not done i just have to eat breakfast and its 1:35 here so peace and pray for me! crying ok my sis called me back and she cool so im happy and thats all that matter im going with my new boo and she geting hocked up by her cousin or friend byez! biggrin biggrin