I've finally learnt my lesson, love isnt a word to be used likely. Some-times people see love differently and no matter what you do, or how you treat some-one you can never force a person to see it the same as you.
I know that some-one who truely appreciates me, is some-one who will stick by my side no matter what. Even if it hurts them. And that they practically put up with my bossy and needy ways. but any-way, i gave my heart away for the first time and it got screwed, badly. I dont know why but i was stupid, i should've seen the clues from the beginning.
Since the start, jax had wrote me beautiful words on her journal and its words like that that i will never forget. Words that mean everything to me, give me purpose. I could never leave some-one who could think of me so wonderfully, and make them so happy by doing stupid things (haha)! Now i know who i do truely love, and she is also my best friend since she has been there for me with kind words while i was so miserable.
So i dont know what else to say but, i love you jax! You make me so happy and i want to spend my entire life with you, even if you are a stubborn cow-bag sometimes LOL! xp heart
I cant wait for you to come to england so i can snuggle yooooou! Bwahaha! pirate
(god i ******** suck at writing s**t haha)
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I love you so much, Criss. <3333