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darkness
darkness
hello read this its all about me
my name is michael a.k.a alexander im 14 love writing dark stuff love naruto deathnote and my fav music slipknot every thing by phsycopathic records and three days grace




even in death may u all be triumphant
the god of death has come taking all that is real
all we know and love chasing us into the bowels of hell
burning as we run screaming, wishing for death
i love this girl but she doest love me wat should i do?m life sucks i must find a wolf or drinker of blood i already found a wolf but she likes me as a friend nohing more.i am a drinker of blood and a wolf. i only stay alive thinking i will find my true love but it is imposible there is no other creature of the night as powerfull as i.i rule the night, i am DEATH and no one could ever love death.i swear if u try to find me i will ripe u limb from limb. now i feel weak and ...a little faint mybe its beacuse of my lack of blood i havent had blood in a week . (if u try to find me u will die....on second thought i wecome death instead of being it. let me kill once again let me refill my body with ur blood u will come u will die at the hands of a drinker of blood, the ruler of the night, in other words u will fall to DEATH.( just s i finish the sentence i burst into flames and disapere into the night
death....
the moon is rising...
a bloody scream....
the moon turns red....
you see me running through the woods...
i am all alone...
no one to love...i satisfy myself by killing others


look into my eyes....
u see flames...
a young boy all alone with no one to hold dear or close..
a creature of the night...
abandonded by society..
an outcast...
no one understands him...
he loves one but doesnt dare approach her....
in fear she may kill him... not love him....
all alone in this cruel world...

death is in the air...
some one screams..
a beautiful creature is born into the night...
the name of this creature.....keina....
i alexander pledge my life to protectng the ruler of the night

a life is taken...
replaced by another...
a bloody scream heard by all...
in death comefurt but also pain.....
in life more pain nothing but tradgety no love....
the only loving thing is the darkness...
embrace the darkness let it control ur thoughts.....
i have seen death...i have coused death....
I HAVE NO ONE, I KNOW ONLY MYSELF, CARE FOR MYSELF, AND LOVE ONLY MYSELF

love is unfergiving...
u could love some one but u will always get hurt...
therefore LOVE ONLY URSELF, CARE FOR ONLY URSELF, AND NOW ONLY URSELF...
pain will always come with love...
it will couse pain....
even death...
i cannot trust love it will ony lead me to DEATH..

in love there is pain.....
an everlasting emptyness....
a true hurting...
u could lov someone but if they dont love u back it like living in an utter hell...
u just wanna die.....
u might just commit suicide...
i love only one and i wanna diebeacuse of it....

the best lives inside me hungering for her body......
wanting her more every time i see her....
i cant let it happen.....
no.....
i dont want to hurt her..
i must die for her safy....
in fear that one day i will do it....
good bye forever my love i did this for ur protection....
i grab the knife sitting behind me and stab myself in the heart to stop the pain...





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