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Uhhhhhh, copy and paste since I need sleep and don't want to type it all out @_@

It was a bad trip but that's because we had family come up =.= It was bad because I've never had problems with my uncles, they're both awesome and we get along just fine, we always have, but Uncle Steven does NOT raise his kids the way most people would, he spoils them, he gives into their wining, Nora's fine but Josh @_@ Oh my god he's.... he's horrible. I can't express it... but Josh was being a pest and ORDERING us to help him down and Kristin said "Can you say please? And we'll help you down." He wouldn't, then mom got up and I said "No don't or he'll never learn!" And Uncle Steven said in the meanest voice i've ever heard from an Uncle I've always adored and never fought with. "Oh, so you're a parent now?" It ruined the trip, he went on to say I was just like Josh when I was little which mom said isn't true, even after I asked her "You're not just being nice?"


Uh, sorry, I vented. I was just so upset, and up there I'm always in a good mood because it's so nice and peaceful up there, then half the trip was ruined because I was so furiously mad for the last day and a half. ~sigh~ He comes to visit, and when he does, he throws his spoiled impossible children at people who feel sorry for him, that's what he does, and I'm kind of sick of it.




[/copy'n'paste] It was one of those... moments, where someone you trust snaps at you and you don't know how to handle it. So many things I keep thinking of I wish I would've said

"THEN ******** ACT LIKE ONE AND STOP FEELING SORRY FOR YOURSELF!"

or

"Oh so you're going to start acting like one? Or are you going to continue to throw your kids at people who feel sorry for you?"


Even though I know if I do that he'll be just as hurt as I was when he snapped at me. God I couldn't even think straight and started snapping at MY friends who came up ;-;

Then in the morning Josh was opening the door to his cabin as I was coming down to ask mom a question, so I held the door open for him (even though I wanted to smack the back of his head just for being stupid annoying josh... but I didn't >3> ) and I guess his hand was caught in the door, which when I said "Oh sorry bud! Are you ok? Hey Josh?" He ignores people when they talk to him, so he didn't answer he didn't even wine or turn back to look at me. So I went over to mom and started asking her my question and then Josh started screaming/crying to Steven about something, I thought it was a daily wining session so it wasn't until later I thought I might've hurt his hand, but s**t he didn't say anything when I asked! So I didn't even ask mom the question, I just kind of, "Hey mom, what happens if... If the pig bucket.... GAwdd! Never mind I'll ask you later." And she gave me this sympathetic "I understand, go ahead." Eye roll so I left and said "Jesus Christ!" Out the door, but at a normal speaking voice. So it was an audible thing but not a loud insulting thing. and my uncle and his wife are the angry atheists so there's no way it would've offended him. Then later mom rushed up to the cabin "WHAT THE ******** DID YOU SAY TO HIM"

I asked "WHO?!"

"JOSH!"

"Nothing!"

"What did you do to him?!?!?!?!"

"NOTHING!"

"WELL STEVEN'S ANGRY BECAUSE JOSH SAID YOU DID SOMETHING!"

Along those lines, it was bullshit.

I'm so ******** tired of this, so Steven and I didn't even talk for the rest of the trip, I wanted to kick Josh because he throws fits WHEN it gets him attention. Like I was dragged in the ******** middle =.= Jesus ******** monkey evil