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Oh how your willing, you push me into a dark dwelling place
In my heart your smile I cannot erase, please hold me once more
I cannot breathe, think, scream, shout, and I hold the door
say goodbye, and leave me weak one more year, I cannot forget you, your my gem, so dear.
I cannot cry emotions and embers fade away, this time as we cry, no words to make things better I can say.
I look at you, dark figure you stand, take it all the best I can
You say nothing I fade away and in the distance time delays
I think to myself "I will never smile again"

Oh great world look what you've done, see this person I've become
Matters to make worse, i'll show them my all, but in my head your name I call.
I've not let you go, as I knew myself, dark world I live in, take away this dwell.
I hold you close yet you've gone so far, I look to the sky and call for our star.
I remember all the memories, brought so vast, but the only thing is I wished so many times they'd last.
I sit alone, in the light now, angels wings fly me to hell, but I feel love.
As I walk into the night, I get to my house, but you're not in sight.
I make the only path I know, and into bed I make myself go.
One last thing before I close my eyes "I will never smile again"

Years pass like butterflies wings, memories stay like the sting of the bee
I dont surrender to this pain, but in this life I'll live sustained
I know i've wronged, sinned many times, be with me, just one last time
I dont know where, or when you left, I want to see you, with all I've kept
I venture the world in a world so bright and into bed, saying goodnight "I hope to smile again"

Nothing can last, and that I know, but 60 more years in a world I'll know.
I wont see it all, nothing will be, but I want so much to be able to see.
Please, keep me here, just one more time, I want to see you with the remaining time.
You see me and smile, have you forgot? Im the one person, you've said I am not, we've changed so much, there are words to say but one thing i've done that i've not done for DAYS, I smile again.

Finally happy, good I shall be, there is a hope, and pride I can breathe
Hope has outlived me, the things I do wrong, I write these poems and sing some songs.
I am somebody, in this world I know, but I will not go down, till I feel and I know.