So... Yesh. I just realized that the only time I'm ACTUALLY happy in the day is between 8am and 4pm. Well, when I'm with friends, any way. Other than that, it's sitting around, lonely and getting extremely pissed with my mom. It seems we have nothing in common, and we are NOT friends. She's just... the person who gave birth to me. Nothing more. It makes me feel wierd inside, wrong. I'm not sure why, but it's kinda an explanation for all my annoying wierdness and extremely large clingieness... However that's spelled... But really, I'm just kinda... lonely a lot. And that's something I do not like. I'd much rather be in school than anywhere else in the entire world, simply because I'm not LONELY there. So there. Take that. Here's the journal entry begging to come on for so long.
Now I'm half-feeling like I'm gonna cry... I'm prolly gonna burst over something stupid in the next week or two... -_-
celestialfarts · Wed Aug 27, 2008 @ 05:42am · 2 Comments |