Sexo , Drogas , y Rock 'n' Roll...
So I've come to realize a few things about me. For one people find me irritating, especially when I quote Freud.People have inner and or outer beauty I have none.
I've realized I am pretty ******** ugly and that I'd look good as a dude... I've also realized that I'll never find someone that likes me for me. Lets face it I am loud,annoying, insecure ,immature, creepy , violent , and just not girly. I annoy the hell out of the cheer squad captain I know she doesn't like me I can feel it. I am a hopeless romantic and a heartbroken "individual" it's in quotation marks because I don't think I am an individual. I am a ******** whale and all I ever do is self hate. The guy I like is in love with some chick. The guy whom I was in love with for about a year broke my heart 3 times and doesn't give a ********. The guy whom I was crushing on probably thinks I am a sleaze. I mean a guy take my sorry pathetic excuse of a being seriously? I have absolutely no dreams or aspirations left. I mean to dream that my sorry excuse of a person can be someone, or can achieve goals is ******** ridiculous. Even my mom knows I have no clear heading in life. And to hear I am a "Lesbian Rocker" , because me not dressing "girly" enough for her and my lack of prim. Yeah I am a ******** cheerleader who much more "girly" can I get? She looks at me as thought I am trash and so do a lot of the students who attend school.So hear I am a "pendeja , estupida, ignorante , buena para nada ,gorda,whale, immature , creep , weirdo, dike, tomboy , dumbass, lousy friend, loud mouth , shy , banal & insipid, repelling, scapegoat, heart broken" thing that apparently can not stop complaining.
Es el lema de tu Generation...
