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ah...so dad is playing his addiction...Im finally on the computer thats only hooked up for awhile longer...then all this information shall be erased for good...Ah well..

School..yeah...schools stupid...moms making me go to homecoming...>< I dont want to go..why go? to be with savannah and Ashley even Kate and just...talk about guys constantly? No thanks..tis not me..

All I've been i've noticed the changes in myself...no longer do I care what most people think..in trouble i've begun to just laugh...There is nothing...I no longer care about much things...sorry to rant..but whatever..friends? Fading so it seems...and why hold on to what pushes you away? it hurts more to be pushed away than to rid of it earlier..but actually I dont know..Im so lost but I dont really care to find myself anymore..emo much? Indeed...I know im making a big deal of nothing..im being quite stupid to...But I felt like saying it.

Whatever...happy things? Family is okay, house is getting finished, schools good...im doing just fine..so far anyways. several new aqiantences(sp, I feel so stupid I cant spell that haha) And yet I want nothing to do with them at the same time...I will not let this past happen once again...-stupid again- Tis not the time to write so I shall say Fare thee all well. Have a lovely night!