Where to start?... Okay, well one of my dearest friends has finally given me the word that he's moving. This was after a few years of this being an off and on decision. So my hopes were pretty high... Well, he's moving to Texas...which I should have just blown up for this reason. I however was unable to get anything that goes boom... Something about them not being able to sell bombs to an unatherized person. Pfft!
Well, he was one of the BEST guy friends that I could ever ask for, and im really REALLY bummed out that he has to leave. I Guess Im just thankful I actually had the chance of becoming friends with him. Though I would not have minded getting more time with him. I always seem to have a great time when im around him.
Things just wont be the same anymore without him. He was kinda the life of the party. The glue even. I think that he kept our little group together. All our friends seem to be going different ways now and that makes me feel worse. And now I have to find someone else to stalk! WHAT A WORLD!
So yeah. I will never forget you Jacob and you better not forget about me! If your reading this...you better keep in touch. Or so help me I will run over to Texas myself and eat your arm...>> mabey take your shoe as a prize or something...
Best friends till the end!~ LUFF YA!
Good bye Jakey Puff~*~* heart
UPDATE: The Final Good-Bye
Well, on Sunday September 28 of 2008 I finally had to feel the pain of saying my good byes to him. It was a lot harder than I thought it would be. I had a feeling I was going to cry. My plan was however to get home then cry. I guess things just dont always go the way you plan. It was him, myself and another friend who was there to say bye in person. And when my other friend began crying...I lost it. I began to sob more than expected. I don't usually let my gaurd down that much to cry in front of those I care for. I just couldn't stop though. I have had the majority of best friend move away, and I guess having to add him to that list really hurt. You really have no idea. It was like a hug fest that day. Crying, laughing at memories. Too many emotions. He tried his best to keep us from crying. Im a girl though...so crying is like...um an instinct or something. STUPID GIRL EMOTIONS!!! -Sigh- I have been really sad lately too. Knowing he's so far away and what not. I don't know. It's like killing me inside out. I scared a few kids at school too. xD No one has ever seen me this sad. Im normally very hyperactive when Im with my friends.
So yeah... I don't do well with good byes. I have had to say it way too many times. It takes me a while to get this close to anyone.
Had quite a few suprises that day too. I never thought I could be so bold...
ANYWAY! I sound like he died or something. I know i'll see him again. Even if it means me going over there myself. I refuse to lose him completly. I shall stop now before I go on about how pathetic I am then! Farewell!
--I'll always be looking at the same sky--
Be safe
Well, on Sunday September 28 of 2008 I finally had to feel the pain of saying my good byes to him. It was a lot harder than I thought it would be. I had a feeling I was going to cry. My plan was however to get home then cry. I guess things just dont always go the way you plan. It was him, myself and another friend who was there to say bye in person. And when my other friend began crying...I lost it. I began to sob more than expected. I don't usually let my gaurd down that much to cry in front of those I care for. I just couldn't stop though. I have had the majority of best friend move away, and I guess having to add him to that list really hurt. You really have no idea. It was like a hug fest that day. Crying, laughing at memories. Too many emotions. He tried his best to keep us from crying. Im a girl though...so crying is like...um an instinct or something. STUPID GIRL EMOTIONS!!! -Sigh- I have been really sad lately too. Knowing he's so far away and what not. I don't know. It's like killing me inside out. I scared a few kids at school too. xD No one has ever seen me this sad. Im normally very hyperactive when Im with my friends.
So yeah... I don't do well with good byes. I have had to say it way too many times. It takes me a while to get this close to anyone.
Had quite a few suprises that day too. I never thought I could be so bold...
ANYWAY! I sound like he died or something. I know i'll see him again. Even if it means me going over there myself. I refuse to lose him completly. I shall stop now before I go on about how pathetic I am then! Farewell!
--I'll always be looking at the same sky--
Be safe
I'll be your Bella if you be my Edward.---Dont make anything your everything. For once they are gone...you have nothing.
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*laughs*
--I'll always be looking at the same sky--
I said that XD
I'll be your Bella if you be my Edward.---Dont make anything your everything. For once they are gone...you have nothing.
Xp