That stupid break down that Ive been waiting for...
happened last night..
It was pathetic really...
I cried for 4 hours....
No sleep, nothing
And my eyes hurt..
I looked at myself in the mirror, and for a second..I was scared..
It doesnt matter now... what happened, happened...
I wanted to call you.. but what for?
You'd only hear me cry...
But maybe your voice could have soothed me...
Everything that I was feeling since..well since that day came out I guess...
The pain...
The saddness...
The confusion...
At least now... I dont have to worry about it happening again because of this subject..
But now..considering everything I thought last night.. I cant be sure...
View User's Journal
 |
