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Have you lost some one so close to you that the only thing you could do is cry? Well I think might happen to me soon and it getting to me really bad. A good friend an a good sister.
Hummm the pain the heart brake the shear thought of it why does this happen to good people why couldn't it be some one like my self why not some one thats not cared for. She knows I care even thoe I keep it to my self just the look that I give her gives her that simple thing that makes her happy I dont know what it is maybe it's just me going over my own head or some thing but yeah it seems to happen. I want her close when shes not just hear that sound I love so much her yelling about what never really matter. Shes some one that you cant even force your self to be mad at the only thing you can do is give it time. She some thing that I would never want to lose and if it came down to it I want to leave this hell hole before her. Thats all I can call her is her or she. She is he light to my ******** darkness and to do that you must be one hell of a light. She is the yin to my yang ha I smelled a pon coming she is the left to my right and with out her I think you all know where I'm going with this. I try my best to stay close to her when I'm near her to show her I care but I never plane out that I care. She has help me and in return I have helped her. she makes me want to jump off a house or two some times but never to the point of death just to hurm my self alittle.Shes!Well shes her and when shes gone I will try to live on and let people know what she live for witch was enjoy life and leave the past where it is the past ha.I hope you read this because its just a little rant to my self about you.Enjoy and I love ya sissy.
Hummm the pain the heart brake the shear thought of it why does this happen to good people why couldn't it be some one like my self why not some one thats not cared for. She knows I care even thoe I keep it to my self just the look that I give her gives her that simple thing that makes her happy I dont know what it is maybe it's just me going over my own head or some thing but yeah it seems to happen. I want her close when shes not just hear that sound I love so much her yelling about what never really matter. Shes some one that you cant even force your self to be mad at the only thing you can do is give it time. She some thing that I would never want to lose and if it came down to it I want to leave this hell hole before her. Thats all I can call her is her or she. She is he light to my ******** darkness and to do that you must be one hell of a light. She is the yin to my yang ha I smelled a pon coming she is the left to my right and with out her I think you all know where I'm going with this. I try my best to stay close to her when I'm near her to show her I care but I never plane out that I care. She has help me and in return I have helped her. she makes me want to jump off a house or two some times but never to the point of death just to hurm my self alittle.Shes!Well shes her and when shes gone I will try to live on and let people know what she live for witch was enjoy life and leave the past where it is the past ha.I hope you read this because its just a little rant to my self about you.Enjoy and I love ya sissy.
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darthside
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