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my parents are fighting again and it's my fault like it usally is. i'm a useless whore,that's a direct quote from my father. i want to kill my self and i'm serios. it would be so much easier than trying to get along in a world of people who me. sometimes i think my friends don't even want me around. no one would miss me expect my dogs but then again they don't like me that much anyway.i think i might try...nevermind...i'm too afraid of losing what little i have here...i'm also afraid of where i'll go instead...i might write again... i might not...i don't know...

bye to all who love me...even though i really don't who that would be anymore